CONVERSATION...

S -Letting go of separation does not work (letting go of anything for that matter) as separation is not real nor is the you who desires 'to let go.'

M -But how can one stop this separation nonsense?

S -Drop the idea that you are a separate individual along with others as separate individuals.

M -Easier said than done! I can think this but don't experience it.

S - Can you see that the separate individual you wants an outcome with dropping the idea of a separate individual and separate others?

M- hhhhmmm yes.

S -Separate self me is always seeking an experience to validate it knows, it is its 'feel good' place its operative to know. Have said many times this is not a knowing of the intellect. There is no wrong or right here. Everything is whole complete including our conversation. All things and I mean ALL things are love, there is nothing that is not.

M -I'm not sure where to go with any of this.

S - There is no where to go no distance as everything Is... Love. It is stillness beyond stillness. Every breath, every tear, every poop and pee. All functioning is boundless unlimited love. You cannot experience it as you are already this effortlessly continually. Your true nature requires nothing.

M -Ok thank you.

S -Your welcome love. 

 

AVOID THE DETOURS...

 

   "You see yourself in the world while I see the world in myself. To you, you get born and die; while to me, the world appears and disappears."
                                  ...Nisargadatta Maharaj

"How you see yourself is how you see the world."  ...ACIM

    All your personal history, conditioning, thoughts, feelings concepts and perspectives are a detour from the truth keeping one in bondage.  

If it is seen that your conditioning, thoughts, feelings, concepts and perspectives are just that and nothing more...you've taken steps to loosen the grip ;)

  "Break on through to the other side" lyrics by the Doors sounds about right.When the separate self me becomes disoriented, confused with seeking it meets a breaking point where it is no longer in control, can not compute and often shuts down leaving a sense of confusion, disorientation.... this discomfort is a welcoming call to the seeker...a possibility to "break on through to the other side." Recognize these moments and do nothing. Merry On!

INTIMATE LOVE...

   What Is is the most intimate of intimacy... even these words are an understatement. Real Love is not even close to what me encounters as a love of; relationship with another, itself, animals, nature, music literature, art, foods, experiences etc.. When the personal self me drops infinite love's perfume seeps in everywhere to the familiar home that has never left... always here. 

You are not daft, separation merely overlooks what Is as separation can only see separateness.

    

FREEDOM...

                 When the illusion of a me stops there is nothing to claim                                                 there is only 

                                 pure, infinite, freedom...aka LOVE

                                        Unconditional LOVE

Loosen the Shackles...

    Complete peace, wholeness, stillness lies within to think otherwise is  mis marked. This recognition does not arise from personal experience nor attained knowledge, this recognition is prior and beyond all knowing and not of time. Past, present and future times are the engines that keep the me engaged in pursuit of something better, something to gain. 

See this and loosen the shackles!

Effortless Dance...

   Everything is always already whole and complete arising as love from love. It is impossible for the illusion of a separate self me to see this as separation see's me and an other, always divided. If any effort is there it will be from an illusory separate self me no matter how earnest or heart felt. Life, your life dances effortlessly...this is recognized when the illusion, dream of a separate self me ends. There is nothing separate so there can not be a separate you. Separation is an idea and nothing more. 

Check in on how many times me claims ownership to thoughts and feelings that arise.

The Doer...

 As long as one believes they are the doer, one is bound to separation.

INFINITE LOVE...ALWAYS

   The mind will never find infinite love that permeates all there is and is not. Always here, never lost, never left. Separate self me is a veil of edges always seeking the always.

 

EVERTHING ARISES SPONTANEOUSLY...

    Everything arises spontaneously. Separate self me overlooks this with a perspective to control, taking a position to understand, gain knowledge, reject, accept, etc... Everything arises spontaneously empty of all 'gobbly gook.'

MAKES NO SENSE...

   Separate self me lives from one experience to another  through thoughts, feelings, perceptions and projections. Perhaps at some point one gets exhausted chasing ideas to feel better realizing the futility of it all left with a sense of hopelessness. Separation always seeks to make sense to understand, to know, dramatically fluctuating its position when it dose not know or understand. 

   What is makes no sense and can not be understood with stock plied  knowledge by your mind nor a practice of any kind. The ending of separate self me is also the ending of all separation. What is known dose not arise from accumulative knowledge rather from other. 

 

APSENT ME...

    The absence of the separate individual me gives rise to no value nor attention to any thoughts that come and go... the illusion of separation stops and what always is is alive as/with life.

WHAT'S ALIVE....

    Everything is alive! Everything is simply what is without a knower 

                               interpreting and commenting.... :)

LIMITLESS EVERYTHING...

    Unconditional love is boundless, immeasurable as it is everything...Seen and unseen, heard and soundless...Unconditional love is limitless everything. 

  Personal individual love is a desire to satisfy the me. Personal love is a limited fixed position with projected ideas of what love is and/or can be.

EMPTINESS...

    Emptiness is not a feeling. It is the word often used when the energy of a separate self me stops. There is no longer a critic, spoke person nor opinionator...thus a resounding emptiness simply is. Separation fills a life for the me needs, wants and desires continually...its exhausting. Life is life truly empty of all separate self me's.

STEP OUT OF THE WAY...

    Step out of your own way as there is a discovery that everything is is good enough just the way things are. When separate self me ends so do thoughts that give rise to fear and anxiety....no one there to criticize nor analyze a dam thing! Step out of your own way... Your body and its unique expression does just fine without a me...Step out of the way ;)

 

EMPTINESS...

    Emptiness is the freedom longed for. To be free from ownership of entangled thoughts, feelings and what they invoke. 

Emptiness is the very essence of what is, undefinable, unknowable yet wholly complete... for what is is everything and no thing (without subject/object).

The separate self me does not have the capacity to see this as it is bound by the limitations of separation, in search of, a part from, a split with everything being a subject/object living in a subjective/objective illusory world. 

NO PEDESTAL...

There are no books, no teachers, no teaching that sit upon a pedestal

There is nothing that sits upon a pedestal unless a me puts it there. Separate self me engages in a subject object world creating positions of how it fits into me's thoughts and feelings. As nothing is separate  there is only complete equanimity...this is not understood nor known in what me thinks in knowledgable terms...when the separate self me ends it is seen simply as so.

No Identity...

    Identify with nothing. No self,  person, place or thing. Identify with nothing. No thought, sight, feeling, taste nor sound. Identify with nothing. It's possible without identity separation stops.

No Peace for Me...

     The seeking me looks for an answer that it will never know. Me maintains a profile with earnest endeavors leading to temporary moments of awe and no where...it is a cyclical game. What ever is appearing, happening is the peace longed for, it is peace that passes all knowing and understanding. This is why the seeking me, a contracted energy of separation has no lasting moments of awe and gets no where. Only separation appears through the lenses of separation.

In other words what is longed for is neither inside of you or outside of you it is everywhere and nowhere.

HOME...

   Me never returns home. Separate self me goes to great lengths creating a space for peacefulness, harmony, meditations, quietness etc., all for the me to attain...something. What is home never arrives nor never leaves. Home is a constant of everything and nothing (everything because what is, is complete equanimity and nothing because what is, is indescribable). Me may take solace in these words but it will never be home nor know home. Celebrate! what ever is, is home ;)

 

EASE...

    There is an ease when seeking ends. Inward and outward movements both cease to be a problem to fix or something to acquire, it is recognized that all movement and stillness are one in the same. There is no separation.

Yesterday... Today ...Tomorrow...

 Separate me lives in yesterday, today and tomorrow. Me lives in time and story owning all it's experiencing as happening to me. 

Whats suggested is that there is no separation and in that there is no me, time, story, ownership...simply put there is only ever what IS. 

What IS can appear as; an experiencer with experience’s, a flower,  cloud, slug, an apple, anything and everything. What IS is indescribable as it is everything...all inclusive nothing excluded.                     What IS is unconditional love...complete freedom.

No Beginnings and Endings...

   All separation has a beginning and an ending. The separate individual lives a life through beginnings and endings filling the in-betweens  with story. 

  When the energy of a separate self stops, what is, could give a sense that suddenly the floodgates of heaven are opened and unconditional love comes rushing in...In time it is recognized that unconditional love is all there has ever been.

 

WHAT IS...

 What is, is infinitely available to all individuals. With a felt sense of separation one lives in an illusional world of division, separation and unequal events. Separate energy brings about a me living through a deep rooted story where me is always the central figure.

One can not get closer nor further from what is...what is never departs nor changes. Even the separate me is... what is!

       

IMPENETRABLE LOVE...

    With every subject/object that may appear there is only love... this unconditioned love is impenetrable from the lenses of a separate self identity. Separation always has a condition with it's regards to love, loving, being in love, not enough love, etc... Unconditioned love requires nothing as it is always inclusive regardless of appearances  and happenings.

One can not get closer nor further away from love as it is everything and no thing simultaneously. The nature of separation clings to a something/someone thus it's very nature makes love impenetrable.

BALANCE...

    There  is nothing to balance in life as what is continually imparts completeness. The separate self me is often determined to balance and ground itself for a more safe feeling thinking me... 

Mistaken identity repeatedly seeks value in a balanced life of relationships with itself  and others...It's an exhausting endeavor.

Nothing, no thing needs to be balanced as what is continually imparts completeness... including the idea that something, someone needs to be balanced.

    When there is no me separate individual self there is no filter to life.

All simply is...a wonderment for sure!

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DREAMER and ITS DREAM...

   The only dream/illusion that appears is a constrictive contracted energy appearing to believe, feel and think that its is a separate self/me thus identifying everything else separate as well. In the early stages of development (2.9-3 yrs) an unexplainable contracted energy of me and you arises thus separation ensues as a movement of my life, your life along with birth and death.

   Energy given to thoughts, feelings and sensations takes on a personal ownership 'of my feelings, my thoughts and my sensations' giving rise to a story line that adds and adds and so the chapter’s  begin of my life experiences...and others life experiences... Here we can be entertained, deprived, motivated, inspired, angered, humbled, saddened by each others stories. 

   The dreamer and dream can go on for quite a long time...Every separate energy me/self is searching for enough for itself in hopes it can change its energy, nature or situation for a more restful, peacefull, happier life all the while life IS exactly as it IS with no me/self. The only dream/illusion is that there is separate me and a separate you...a dreamer dreaming its dream. 

  

LIFE...NO BEGINNING NO END...

       Separate self me views the world in a time line with goals to be met, accomplishments to be set along with seeking experiences with meaning and purpose including a personal me commentator at the helm. 

   With the absence of me there is an absence of you and all of me's symptoms. It is recognized that life is unequivocally appearing as limitless everything and limitless formlessness simultaneously. It is a movement that is both still and in motion. 

   What is, is complete free love with no conditions. One does not mind what appears nor what happens as everything is love dancing as the sum of the whole. What does mind with strong convictions, ambivalence or detachment is the separate self me.

   Me lives in a linear time line with what to do and what not to do with its life. Life being all inclusive is a continuum of what is and whats not...no beginning no end.

 

    Separate Self carries a weight physiologically, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Energetically the separate  self vacillates with and from an ever changing positional landscape ....

Selfish              Selfless

Self Loathing   Self love

Self Centered    Self giving

Self Destruct     Self Care 

Self Absorbed   Self Consciousness

Self Image        Self Confident

Self Analysis     Self Control

Self Appointed  Self Defense

Self Aware         Self Driven

Self Approval    Self Guided

Self Employed   Self Fulfilling

Self  Guided       Self help

Self Identity       Self Improvement 

Self Pity              Self Proclaimed

   Separate Self places itself in front of it all taking ownership... a bit ironic sense self is an illusion and everything that goes with it...what a crazy adventure an illusion can be! 

 

LOVE NEVER DIES...

    Human bodies die, animals die, plants die, creatures great and small die, relationships die, words die, sounds die, smells, touches and tastes die but any and all love for them never dies. 

The everything and nothing are one in the same...LOVE ;)

MEMORIES...

                        Yes there are memories...belonging to no one.

GAPS...

    Seeking looks to fill in the gaps with knowledge, understanding and an experience to fulfill the very seeking itself. There are no gaps to fill as there are no gaps. Time, space, distance, change are all ideas relating to a thought. If there is ownership of any thought, self/me will seek to fill in the gap where it believes it is missing or lacks in-order to become something/someone.

                                    

 

BEAUTY...

    An identify of self, myself, an individual me leads to a dualistic nature of continual opposites...love/hate, pain/peace, right/wrong etc. When this energy of separation ceases it is seen that the idea of a self, myself, an individual me is nothing more than an illusion (not real) and all energies with this idea of separation cease as well. What remains is what always was/is...life appearing both as form and formless needing no story to explain, identify nor understand what is appearing as both form and formless for what appears is already complete and utterly beautiful unconditional love.

Dualistic energy says "one can find beauty in all things"... 

Everything already is complete, boundless beauty... nothing to discover/find and nothing lost.

BEING...

                       There is no special way of being

                            Being is all there is 

           There is no one that is more or less special than another

                            Being is all there is

HERE...

   It appears as self reflection

   It appears both inward and outward

   It appears out of nowhere

   It appears here there everywhere 

   Infinite timeless love

            HERE!

Unconditional Love...

    It is impossible for the energy of separation, the me to know unconditional love, as unconditional love is complete inclusive of everything appearing and not. Unconditional love is not an experience  of feelings, sensations nor a knowing it is everything and everything is unexplainable. Everything can not be summed up into an experience, word or description. It is possible for an opening to see that there is only all encompassing unconditional love. There is nothing that divides, splits or separates unconditional love it is complete. 

Unconditional love is not a thing it is everything.

   How would a me know this? It can't. Separate me relies on knowing, understanding and knowing and understanding are dependent on splitting, dividing, shaping and reshaping into a known that is separate from something else. What ever is appearing is unconditional love.

  

WHOLENESS LOVE...

 Life happens to no one nor for one. Everything appearing is wholeness love as infinite possibilities ... 

   No matter how the separate me attempts to break down and differentiate what is appearing/happening, what is, is simply wholeness love as everything and nothing simultaneously. 

   The absolute beauty in everything and nothing is that it is unknowable down to the lint in your belly button. One can not become an unknowable being as what is is already unknowable. When the energy of separation ceases persistence it's possible in the untethering of this energy a recognition may arise and it is seen that life is wholeness love as infinite possibilities. 

  If the separate me goes looking or tries to become un-separate you have gone down the rabbit whole. Separation is an illusion, a dream.

   Nothing is ever needed with what is. The immediate beauty of what is needs no interpretation, no description or story. What arises is already whole, complete, pure innocence exactly as is, exactly as you are regardless of a description, evaluation or story. 

What is does not need fixing, healing, in addition to, dismantled or taken away.... if fixing, healing, adding, dismantling, taken away, happens then thats whats happening... happening for no one, happening to no one.

TRANSPARENCY...

    As the the apparent world unfolds in transparency so too does the transparent possibility of recognizing that the individual me seeker never was. 

   In other words there is a recognition that the separate self me is an illusion and there is nothing apart... simultaneously nothing (no-thing) and everything appearing and that is all there simply is. Whats happening is immediate needing no interpretation to define what is, only in the context of two does a story come about...And this too is simply whats happening for no one.

                           Thoughts make decisions and Life simply lives.

Unconditional Love Takes No Sides...

    Unconditional Love takes no sides. Whatever is appearing with all the circumstances (thoughts, feelings, sensations, actions, etc) is unconditionally love.

 

    The freedom, rest me seeks for is in its own death...not really that me dies but rather me never was in the first place, an illusion is not real, an illusion only appears to be real. Everything appearing is both real and unreal simultaneously...not for a me but simply is. What appears for a me is... yet it will never grasp the simultaneous nothing and  everything. Me is a separate energetic energy and can only be in a knowing experience of separation. The beauty of everything and nothing is unknowable, all inclusive, unlimited, boundless with no edges nor borders...complete freedom and rest.

Taking Care...

    Life takes care of life. The separate personal me takes ownership of whats happening and believes it is responsible for taking care of 'my life' or not. When all along life is taking care of life itself...no personal me has ever taken care of life it only believes through ownership that it does. Life simply and unconditionally takes care of life.