The loss of the separate self is what drops, dies, melts, snuffed out when seen. So too is all the baggage that goes with a separate individual me...the suffering and stories. Maybe felt as complete relief like air out of a large inflated balloon, or tight underwear finally discarded.
What appears to be revealed is unending immense unconditional love as everything and empty of separation, empty of a me.
The separate individual me see's life through an experience that it is happening to me... Identifying life as "what I experience(ed)."
In truth everything is utterly astoundingly simple, ordinary and alive with no experience or experiencer.
The flower, sky, wind, sun, bird, poop, hand, cup, hot dog etc. all simply alive as is.
The separate self me sees through a veil of conditioned experiential perceptions when in fact there is no separation thus no perceiver nor perception.....only timeless wonder as everything.
The separate individual me sees life as being on a path to something, to someone that will make it happy, successful, peaceful or less stressful, less painful, less disappointment etc....the good news is Life is life with no path or journey to take!
Process is a result of something... a series of actions or steps taken in order to achieve a particular end. Awakening is not a process, if it were you would have the manual. An individual me cannot stop seeking as seeking is its very nature leap frogging from one experience to another. Now what... leap frog with no ownership.
When recognized that you are everything simultaneously it is also recognized that you are nothing...both empty and full. Here in lies undisturbed peace. Seeking for this is like driving on a round about with nowhere to get off... the illusion of separation/separate self apparently falls away with no intention, process nor desire... if it did I would write you a prescription right now! To be at peace with what is does not require thinking or not thinking...sense everything and nothing is All...what ever you are doing or not doing, where ever you are or wish you were it is all OK.
